Nothing

Nothing happens to me
nothing ever happened to me
nothing will ever happen to me

All that is happening
is happening, has happened and will happen
to the body-mind mechanism
with a name, a sexe, a bankaccount, and so on

That ultimate understanding
gives peace and joy and rest …

Tears

They come so unexpected
the tears and the emotions

You thought they were long gone
and never would come back

And here they come and let you feel
that they are only love
disguised as
emotions
tears
thoughts
sensations
associations
perceptions
memories

So that is what they are
love disguised as
whatever love’s form is …

Nothingness

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AgyGa_tgNu8&feature=channel

… that it is the nothingness, born out of trust, which the horses follow …

Nothingness
always present
sometimes burried
under blinding somethingness

Emptiness
always present
sometimes burried
under deafening fullness

Born from nothingness and emptiness
you walk your way
over mountains and through valleys
to find you again
where you never left
in nothingness and emptiness …

Choose

I think
that I choose
when It
chooses
me …

Thank you

To say thank you to someone, for whatever reason, can be difficult sometimes. Saying thank you, and letting the energy of it sink deeply in you, can be an enormous event.

Thank you makes you modest and humble in the positive sense of those words. Thank you goes beyond ego. Thank you, spoken in soft and deep connection with yourself, lets openess surface. The sensation of thank you is this openess. And this openess, connection, love, truth, is what you feel in the body. And that is who you are, in essence.

You are connection, love, openess, truth. You are that Thank you. Living anything but Thank you, hurts.

Thank you trees
thank you air, sun, clouds,
thank you insects, people,
thank you animals, plants, suns,
thank you birth and death
thank you Thank you …

Guru

“Your outer Guru is just a milestone; it is your inner Guru who will walk with you to the goal, for he is the goal”.

Nisargadatta Maharaj

I write
what you already know

You read
the words that live in you
since the beginning

I didn’t come to teach you
anything

The writing and the reading
happen at the same time

The writer is the reader
The reader is the writer

Happening at the same time
in You …

Impersonal

When there is no more “I”,
no more “me”

When every experience
every thought

has become a ripple
on the surface of being

There is no ‘me’
to experience ‘enlightenment’

There is no ‘me’
to be enlightenend

There is no ‘me’
anymore …

Looking forward

When you are willing
to loose what is
most precious
to you

When you are looking forward
to loose what is
most precious
to you

Then Freedom gently comes
and touches you
there where to have and to have not
no longer are …

Sleep

When in deep sleep
the “I” en “me” are absent

No “me” who suffers
No “me” who thinks

There is the pure
deep joyful peace
of ‘no me’ …

Recycling

All thoughts
recycled in an endless stream
tell me the same old stories
I know for such a long time

I look at at all these friends
and when I ask them to go back
to their original origin
they go and go and go

And when they go
the light breaks through
and I can see the precious gift
inside, no longer covered …