Guilty

Rejected and despized
Not seen and heard
Giving out of the infinite
endless love that giving is

I now know what is the matter with me …

I am guilty of love ……

Nothing

Nothing happens to me
nothing ever happened to me
nothing will ever happen to me

All that is happening
is happening, has happened and will happen
to the body-mind mechanism
with a name, a sexe, a bankaccount, and so on

That ultimate understanding
gives peace and joy and rest …

Tears

They come so unexpected
the tears and the emotions

You thought they were long gone
and never would come back

And here they come and let you feel
that they are only love
disguised as
emotions
tears
thoughts
sensations
associations
perceptions
memories

So that is what they are
love disguised as
whatever love’s form is …

Choose

I think
that I choose
when It
chooses
me …

Guru

“Your outer Guru is just a milestone; it is your inner Guru who will walk with you to the goal, for he is the goal”.

Nisargadatta Maharaj

I write
what you already know

You read
the words that live in you
since the beginning

I didn’t come to teach you
anything

The writing and the reading
happen at the same time

The writer is the reader
The reader is the writer

Happening at the same time
in You …

Impersonal

When there is no more “I”,
no more “me”

When every experience
every thought

has become a ripple
on the surface of being

There is no ‘me’
to experience ‘enlightenment’

There is no ‘me’
to be enlightenend

There is no ‘me’
anymore …

Looking forward

When you are willing
to loose what is
most precious
to you

When you are looking forward
to loose what is
most precious
to you

Then Freedom gently comes
and touches you
there where to have and to have not
no longer are …

Sleep

When in deep sleep
the “I” en “me” are absent

No “me” who suffers
No “me” who thinks

There is the pure
deep joyful peace
of ‘no me’ …

God

‘Be still and know I am God’

As long as we believe the thought
that we are separated from God

As long as we believe the thought
that God is outside of us

As long as we believe the thought
that everything and everyone is outside of us

We feel alone, separated, sad, unhappy

Everything and everyone
can only be inside of us

Who sees, hears, senses?

Be still, go inside
and you will find in you
the answers you thought
you could only find outside

Blessings on your journey
the journey without distance
into yourself …

I Am …

Working through bilions and bilions of life forms
Experiencing every experience:
Consciousness in action

Consciousness at rest:
Being, still, empty, full

A ripple, a wave
a movement in Consciousness
and
the I AM
appears …